Jim Public

April 25th, 2011

Jim Public Logo

I’ve been spending a lot of my time working on Jim Public, a new venture in which I am putting into practice the values that I have thought a lot about without acting on them until now. Jim Public believes that a life lived in the pursuit of art is a life well-lived, that art needn’t be prohibitively expensive for most people, that the potential of art is limited only by the maker or the viewer, that if we want people to support art we need to make sure our art is as good as it can be, and that it’s possible to reach people in a meaningful way through the stuff that you make.

I invite you to my Jim Public website and to follow my Jim Public page on Facebook.

Best,
Jim

Colors Make Me Happy

March 10th, 2011

Yesterday my son was watching a Barney film in the room adjacent to the kitchen, where I was doing the dishes and thinking about art. (With a young family at home I’m often in parent mode, which is important enough that I set art-making aside; but, by keeping a corner of my mind occupied with art much of the time, my hope is that I can still net a little creative forward progress by the end of the day, a hope that tames my sometimes beastly impatience to get back into the studio.)

I will say this about Barney. Like much programming that is (very well) designed for kids up to the age of 4, Barney is a solid show that people over the age of 4 often malign, as if the program should appeal to all ages, and when it doesn’t it deserves mockery. Maybe we parents are getting used to demographic pandering–Julia Roberts singing a duet with Elmo, animated Dreamworks characters dropping pop-culture one-liners along their ubiquitous journey to restore the values we adults have come to question–to be able to value something that smart people have worked very hard on for the sole benefit of children. We adults should consider holding our exasperation with little kids’ stuff in check; otherwise we look like an algebra teacher rolling her eyes at a textbook for single-digit addition. At one time, none of us could add, and one day the kid who’s now finding the sum of 1 and 2 on his fingers may be teaching us calculus.

Also, Barney focuses more on building practical cognitive skills and imagination and less on promoting narcissism, which, despite its multi-generational cool appeal, is one of the shortcomings of Sesame Street, particularly of our favorite giant canary Big Bird, who is the object of near-infinite adulation, which cannot be good for his pathological egotism. I posit that Generation Y’s apparent need for steady attention and praise, as well as the explosion of look-at-me-everyone functionality on the web, can be traced directly back to Big Bird and his “Just One Me” and “Wonderful Me” ethos. Sorry, I digress.

So, I heard this song, “Colors Make Me Happy,” from the kitchen, and what I heard was a very different, but absolutely accurate, perspective on why an artist might choose to make color his focus. I can get awfully serious about this business about art, color, abstraction, etc., and this song is a reminder that what’s behind a love of painting is a fundamental attraction that we have for color in nature. The song also speaks to the tendency in my own artwork to include as wide a range of color as I can, as if editing out purple here or teal there would be a disingenuous rendering of what happens in front of our eyes in the physical world. If you don’t want to listen to the song above (though you should go ahead, because all the lyrics are to the point), I’ll leave you with the chorus:

Colors make me happy
everywhere I go
the world is like a rainbow
putting on a beautiful show

Disinterested Witness, 2011

February 24th, 2011

Disinterested Witness, 2011

Like What You Looking At below, Disinterested Witness used to be another painting, and it has endured a lot of revisits with the sander before I brutalized it enough for it to look right. The yellow streak reminds me of a time lapse image of the sun rolling across the sky at its unchanging pace, not altering its routine for anything and not concerned about anything. Mayhem of all sorts may rack our planet, and the sun sails on unaware, with its own, bigger issues. A dictator threatens to march from door to door and murder dissenters; a state government, seeing that its revenue is too low and will continue to fall, squares off against its public sector unions; and, a sun burns itself with unimaginable energy, a near-eternal continuous explosion. Leave the surface of our speck planet and two things await you, infinite emptiness and the occasional, immensely powerful celestial body.

I’ve heard people say that thinking about the universe helps put one’s problems in perspective. Perspective? The bigness of the universe obliterates everything, mush less one’s problems! I kind of like my problems. I think I’ll head back to the studio.

What You Looking At, 2011

February 20th, 2011

What You Looking At, 2011

I’ve been told by artistically inclined people that we like to collect things. This comment is usually a good-natured attempt to make a neighborly connection, having just met me and found out that I’m an artist, and it’s also usually a covert justification for the commenter’s hoarding. Upon seeing mounds of junk in someone’s garage I hear, “You know us artists: we collect stuff!”

I hate collecting stuff. After a drop-off of personal wares at Goodwill I feel like Atlas finally being allowed to set down the Earth and skip merrily away. One of the best Christmas gifts from my wife was a box of books she checked out for me from the Denton Public Library: the books were thoughtful choices (I was going through an undergraduate Noam Chomsky phase) and the built-in mechanism for getting rid of them when I finished was a damned inspired move by the woman.

Even the production, and particularly the storage, of art rubs me the wrong way. There’s nothing as great as standing in front of a large, sublime painting, and there’s nothing as awful as having to store it. (The long line of collectors that I’ve imagined queueing outside my studio is, unfortunately, still imagined.) In fact, one of the qualities of writing that draws me to it is the modest physical presence of the written word. Virtual space is perfect, and shelf space is quite lovely, too. One 8″ x 24″ section of my bookshelf houses Henry James, the Bible, all of Shakespeare, Cervantes, Tolstoy, Thoreau, and Hemingway, just to name a few. To achieve the visual art equivalent of this written collection of artistic accomplishment, one would only be beginning by rounding up all the painting, sculpture, architecture, and prints from the whole continent of Europe. The thought of such magnificent clutter chills me.

One of my favorite ways of dealing with this burden of art storage is to destroy old works by making new ones out of them. This painting, What You Looking At, began its life several years ago as a work I’ve since forgotten, then it became a project in exposing paint to UV light, then a few weeks ago it was covered up with more paint and sanded to become Heavy Airborne, but I grew to hate it far too fast, so it got punished with much more sanding and become what you see now. The problem with its Heavy Airborne permutation (see below) was how much the swooping white gesture showed the artist’s hand. What I find works best in these abstract works is an appearance of the artist having participated in something that is much greater than himself. The main formal feature of Heavy Airborne, however, was this contrived white curve, which reminded me of the kind of compositional device you see in the 9th-rate pseudo-cubist pseudo-art of high end shopping mall galleries. Not what I’m going for.

This new piece, What You Looking At, then, gives me the double satisfaction of having repurposed something I already had, thereby saving me from the indignity of storing and living with it, and of having brought the painting into that elusive visual realm I seek, in which the thing on canvas manifests enough randomness and chaos that it hits a level of abstraction in which the artist’s role is ambiguous.

Uta Barth is a Real Looker

February 12th, 2011

Uta Barth

Last Tuesday at the Modern in Fort Worth, Uta Barth spoke with the conviction and nonchalance of a real artist. It’s not a stage presence that too many artists can pull off when they’re delivering a lecture on their work, but it’s a pleasure and a relief to see it when it happens. She seemed comfortable with us, the audience, encouraged us to ask questions at any time as they occurred to us, and talked with the precision and care of one who has spent more time than most of us thinking about what one does.

Her work is about looking, as opposed to seeing (which is why I choose not to caller her a “seer”), and the difference between the two is significant. To see is to perceive, interpret, understand, while to look is simply to engage the world with your eyes. Looking is the visceral, physical act of taking in visual information prior to making sense of, that is, seeing, it. Looking precedes seeing. It is undeciphered visual experience. So, the act of the body looking–visual perception–is her subject.

Here are some of the highlights from her talk, things that struck me as an artist in the audience:

In the 80s when she was a student, Conceptualism was in, so the art world conversation was about meaning rather than visual experience. Beauty, of course, was a dirty word, something that distracted from reading an artwork as a text.

During her soul-searching as a young artist, she found that she was not interested in narrative, metaphor, or subject; she was interested only in visual perception itself.

She prefers the peripheral to the subject.

She’s interested in what happens when there is no subject, or when the subject is time, silence, air, or vacuum.

Her inspirations include John Cage’s bracketing of silence with sound, Brian Eno’s focus on ambience, Robert Irwin’s (and to a lesser degree’s, James Turrell’s) sense of space and light.

She uses a matte surface in her printed photos because matte obscures where the surface actually is and creates an ambiguous sense of depth.

Barth’s approach to art-making has the organic logic of a practice that was built from the inside out, as if she knew exactly what she wanted her work to be about and then proceeded carefully to include only those elements which served that specific vision. She uses a camera, but we don’t easily call her a photographer, because she doesn’t point her camera at something neat and then take a picture of it, which is what we generally understand the work of a photographer to be. When she photographs the air between herself and a potential subject, rendering the image blurry, out of focus, she’s quick to clarify that it’s not a blurry photo of a flower but a photo in which the flower is the blurry background of the invisible subject that she’s interested in.

At this point, she starts to sound like an artist up to trickery for its own sake, the kind of artist who endures much eye-rolling from the public (“No, it’s not a picture of the flower; it’s a picture of the air in front of the flower!”). But, she’s legit. Her work is an effort to show us an image of what gets elided at the moment that our brain has made sense of what we were just looking at, and now see. She is interested in the ever-elapsing present that is always slipping away from Proust, that present moment when all possible connections and interpretations of something are possible just before the brain gets to its highly efficient business of nailing down the interpretation that will stick with us. The ever pregnant present.

On a different note, as she was discussing her commitment to art and vision as experience, she brought up the notion of a person being a political artist and of its inefficacy. I am among the many former art students who once wrestled with the question of where politics and injustice figure in the artist’s world, and I wish I had heard her brief treatment of this question when I was younger. She says that art’s arena is visual experience, so that’s where she focuses her energy as an artist. Social engagement and public action are the arenas for political ideas, so when she is moved by her political convictions to want to do something, she leaves her studio, goes into the public, and does something. Making political art is seldom good art and never good politics.

A Telling Moment in the Life of a Stay-Home Parent

February 11th, 2011

Sandwiches

My son’s PBJ is on the left, and mine is on the right. This photo speaks to the essence of spending a day at home attending to your 3-year-old and trying to provide him a rich environment. One of us gets the fun and the magic, the other gets the leftover scraps. My reward is that I get to watch him enjoy it. And, thankfully, the PBJ is still mighty tasty.

Heavy Airborne, 2011

February 9th, 2011

Heavy Airborne, 2011

In the dual between nature and nurture, it seems that a person’s development owes equal credit to both. Half of a parent’s job–by far the easier half–is performed at conception, with the combining of the genetic material that will likely determine about half of what the child will grow into. Then once the child is born he or she starts living and experiencing, and this process takes the raw material that the kid was born with and shapes the kid’s personality. This is the same process that occurs in these paintings I’ve been making.

I spend a good amount of time building up the layers of paint, using and discovering different techniques as I go, and eventually I fill the surface with enough material that I can start removing the paint to see what I can make of it. And as a child’s future seems both limitless in possibilities and limited by her disposition, one of these paintings can end up looking many different ways but only to the extent that the ingredients allow. If I never put any purple in during the gestation period, there’s not going to be any purple when I’m finished sanding it.

And like life, the present is made out of the past. As time moves forward, I scrape away paint and reveal the past. But it’s not the past as it looked at the time: if a yellow layer is unearthed, it is compressed with the grey layer that I had put down before it and the periwinkle one after. When I had painted the yellow layer, the whole surface of the painting was basically yellow. But we can’t recreate the past as it was in that expired moment; we can only see it in hindsight, with the knowledge that the yellow moment was bracketed by a grey moment, and a periwinkle one, and many others, and this composite vision is what we see when we look at the painting.

Now that my metaphors are sufficiently mixed, I can say that making these paintings is like raising my kids, in that I work with the ingredients I originally provided, and like writing a history, in that I create an artificial picture of the past by simultaneously showing a lot of discreet moments at once.

Parenting

February 7th, 2011

Hough Tent

I’ve been a parent for 7 1/2 years. There’s a lot to say about the experience of parenting, and very little that’s worth saying. For one thing, talking about it among peer parents is like talking about the weather: it affects us constantly, in our deep, animal selves, and whatever we have to say about it is obvious. On the other hand, more seasoned parents are likely to shake their heads if they find themselves within earshot of the immature musings of someone who has only been a parent of children under the age of 8. “Wait till they hit puberty,” they say, as if the years leading up to adolescence are spent cuddling and playing Candyland.

In the same way, other parents can be the worst people with whom to share the news that you’ve become pregnant for the first time and are starting a family. I remember when my wife was pregnant with our daughter. When talking to people with children, the conversations went one of two irksome directions. First, there were the congratulatory chats in which the other party sugar-glazed their experience and seemed to be welcoming us into an exclusive club in which every human delight we had felt up to that moment would be surpassed. “Why doesn’t anyone tell you what it’s really like?” we would ask each other. Next were the conversations characterized by more guarded kudos and a wary eye, as if to tell us that the carnival ride into which we’d just strapped ourselves was to reach many more Gs and last much longer than we’d so naively been led to believe by the first group of well-wishers. “God, why don’t they just tell you what it’s really like becoming a parent?”

In fact, both the celebratory group and the cautious group were telling us what it’s really like. Being a parent has taken me to new highs and new lows, and much in between, all of which were quite unexpected. Like life itself, parenthood is really only understood through experience, which is why my wife and I encountered only these emotional reactions to our news, and why no parent took our hands and gave us a long, earnest memoir of their impressions of parenthood. If a ghost emerged to share with us what it’s like after we die, we would react with similar confusion and fear, and no one needs that.

I will hazard one thing I’ve learned from parenting. It took several years for me to adjust both to the subservience of fatherhood and to the fact that, in the eyes of others, I had stepped into one of the great culturally condoned social roles, despite my own feeling that I was still an individual struggling against the cultural forces that pull people inexorably up the Bell curve as they make choices–such as to become a parent–that are the essence of Normal. I treasure my autonomy, so these have been strange and difficult adjustments. Then, once I was getting comfortable in my daddy shoes and my daughter was starting elementary school, I started to get excited about the second coming of my independence: surely my 7-year-old is starting even now to wean herself from her dependence on me, and I can again find a comfortable corner in the house to read my book in peace, while she occupies herself with the kinds of activities that independent kids enjoy on their own, without a parent hovering nearby. BUZZZZ! I was wrong.

Like a bum shoulder that needs an absolutely daily routine of vigorous stretch and exercise to keep it from sinking back into weeks of aching, the relationship between a parent and a child requires a constant investment of energy from the parent in order for both parties to be comfortable. And beware the moments when you think you can sit back and passively enjoy your kids without your intimate involvement: they will make you pay. The analogy between warfare and parenthood is so appropriate. “Soldiers, the enemy is well-armed and well-positioned. The enemy has infinite resources of time and energy which he will spend looking for your weaknesses so that he can exploit them with full firepower, and he will bring you down. You must bring everything you’ve got to this battle if you want to survive. But leave your weapons. Only with constant vigilance and persistent goodwill, only by protecting the enemy and building his parks and schools, can you take even one grueling step toward earning his trust, which, in the end, is the only way this war can end. And if he blows up the gymnasium you just built for him, you will assess the damages, call in more supplies, and start building it again.”

So, realizing that I am still many years from even considering relaxing my parental muscles, I would like to share with you the living room tent. From time to time it’s good to introduce something big and unexpected to disrupt the household routine which grows monotonous to the child even, amazingly, before it does for the parent. We lived with the living room tent for two weeks before we, the parents, missed our furniture and walking space, and we just packed it away this weekend, for the time being. But during those weeks in which the tent took over much of our square footage, our daughter slept without complaint of fear, cold, or restlessness, and the four of us did all the same activities–reading; playing games, cars, and stuffed animals; pretending to be Sesame Street and Batman characters–as we have always done sans tent, but now invested with the magic of a new, cozy space. When you feel you need a change in your home life, kids or no, pitch a tent.

Setting Loose a Cheetah at School

January 31st, 2011

cheetah girl

A perk of making your kid’s Halloween costume with normal clothes from the kid’s department is that, from November 1 onward, the outfit lives on among the other shirts and bottoms in the closet, available as school wear. My daughter is sporting the same pants you’ll see on any number of her classmates on a given day, and her shirt is a standard long-sleeve tee with a custom cheetah spot paint job. The fuzzy-eared headband performs the function of keeping the hair out of her face, just like any of her other headbands, though one could make the case that it brushes the line between “school clothes” and “fun costume.” I say it’s a small touch with a great effect. I removed her cheetah tail before she walked out the door this morning, and any discussion of painting her face was out of the question. So, with three commonplace, cat-themed items from her wardrobe, she went to school today as a cheetah, sprinting along the line that divides school-appropriate attire from getting sent to the office to don a one-size-fits-all Texas Rangers American League Champs teeshirt for the rest of the day.

Who are you?!

January 27th, 2011

bathman

I’m Bathman.